transitions.

Saturday, June 25, 2005

i suppose that people will visit my blog lesser! haha. cause i just changed my addresss, since one of my friends found out about my blog. you know, darwin just likes to bitch about people. bitch and backstabbing would perhaps be one of my hobbies, hahaha! oh well. so the people who actually got bitched at , shouldnt go to my blog to see. hahaha.

oh well, a series of bad things happened yesterday. my fridge broke down, the guy came and fixed it. and guess what! the guy who fixed it, was like throwing out the ice that freezed on the doors and panels of the fridge. he used hot water to melt the ice too, and my whole kitchen was filled up with dirty water. EEW. sick. the worse thing he had to do, was to fill up my sauce pan with dirty water squeezed from the towel that he used to collect the water. oh FUCK. MY SAUCEPAN. thats like so EEWWW. SICK. yeah, but at least now my fridge is working fine.

afterwards, my friends came over to my house and party. hahaha! some crazy bunch of idiots, on the music so loud people could hear from outside the house. the bass was so loud and heavy, my whole floor was practically trembling. how about that? the subwoofer was like going ( TZZZZZZ , TZZZZZZ ). hahaha, 40 watts, and its so powerful. wait till you hear raymond's 110 Watts subwoofer. i think most prolly the whole floor will shake. afterwards, we went to dennys. haha, started talking about ghost stories again. lol, cant believe halim is sucha sissy! to think that hes a karate black belt and take rollercoaster rides like normal routine. its just GHOST, yesterday when we were watching the ghost story, he was like hugging the dumb pillow. and the show was like so boring, like what the hell. you even call that ghost story, its like i thought the grudge was bad enough, and this one was like shit. maybe worse then shit. yeahh.

oh ya i think i have lots of things to complain about my new roommate. i think he really talks a lot, but hes jokes arent that funny nor it make any sense. he likes to ask questions, and hes answers are way too scientific. and he seems to have all kind of friends, and he always talk about the seniors. because he has been in the dvc for 3 years. and i guess hes not as hygenic as me, the kitchen is always in a mess. i never seen him like helping to clean the kitchen or anything, and yesterday when i was cleaning the kitchen, he was just playing his pathetic 2d game. or rather semi-3D. oh man i hate it. to make things worse, he normally doesnt clean the plate properly. like doesnt scrub the plates hard enough. hahaha. but yeah, i guess sometimes human makes mistakes. but oh well, and i hate the toilet now. there are always some funny weird smell in the toilet now. oh well, i wonder if hes faecaes are actually made from nuclear toxic or what. its so SOUR. oh dear, i feel so much cleaner as compared to him. indonesians are definitely weirdos.

now everyone is back, with the introduction of vickri into the group, i guess the group is more fun now. vickri is full of shit. yeah like one bucket of shit. but you know, as you shit more, your shit will run out. im tired today though i just woke up. i just watched the hitch. haha its a nice show. it is definitely nice, haha what a comedy.

shall sleep or maybe watch television. ciaos!

Monday, June 20, 2005

i thought maybe i ought to blog since i left my blog untouched for the whole week.

this week, or rather i should say last week was rather hectic. 2 exams in 5 days, one of them is a final. the first exam, i got a 98/100 which was rather good. hahaha, but im not sure about the 2nd exam. i guess i won't do as well for the 2nd one since the topic was rather difficult. oh it was microeconomics, hahaha. i handed up my business project plan, i hope i can get like 90 for that? so perhaps, then i will have a chance of gettting a A for it. i will be so so upset if i cant get an A. its like he dint study for it, and like fighting for B. if he gets a B, and i get a B, i would feel rather " emotional unbalanced ". a high B and a low B is still a B. aahhh, don't let me get a B please! i think i studied hard enough for the exam, and i dare to say i deserve an A for this microeconomics class!

richard just moved into my house, so it means that i have a new room mate now. its like hes a nice guy, and is kind of thrifty. thats good, but i think hes a little way too thrifty! or am i spoilt or what, always splurging money on unneccessary things. i helped richard clean his old house yesterday, oh my. the house is in a big mess. i mean big mess, if i would to compare my current house to his old house, it would be like comparing a girl's room and a dumpsite with cockroaches everywhere. its like the amount of DIRT and DUST i collected, is enough to kill a asthmatic person? haha, its really bad. yeahh, its kinda sick i say, and their house arent that clean yet still. with this and that still in the kitchen. crap, but its none of my concern, you know its not my house. just that my laundry is inside there. i better take it out before anything happens to my clothes.

richard, hmm. my living room looks kinda packed now, with all the things he moved in. we got internet too, but the router that i was previously using wasnt working. so i guess i would need to get a new router again, what a waste of money. since hes so thrifty, i just hope he isn't that stingy when it comes to money. you know rent etc, since he just moved in, i shall not make any superficial judgement. and he still havent wash his dishes yet. hahaha.

pras just came back yesterday, glad to see him back in northridge. so northrdige isn that boring now, i guess there are alot of people now who are back for the 6weeks course. so now, northridge is filled up with indonesians with mouth that can never stop talking. gossip and gossip, haha thats the thing that people always do. talk and gossip non-stop. hahaha. yeah , dwi will be back today. thats really great, in fact best of the best , since tyo and dwi are back. my life wouldnt be so boring, haha those two people are sure like making noise everywhere they go. hahaha.

we ate dennis yesterday, halim dint go. think something happen to him, dont know if i should sympathesize him or what, haha. these days, its hard being a hypoccrite. haha. yeah, we are like some hotchocolate fetish shit there, always ordering hot choc there. haha, the thing person was kinda amused, since the meals we ordered was the cheapest there, and we are constantly making lots of noise. the meal was so filling, i almost vomitted everything out when i reach home. 3 pan cakes alone is enough to kill you! hahahaha. yeah, once again, jeff was bullshiting there. talking rubbish, and as usual, tyo would look as blur as if he cant catch on to the conversation. if you had dwi, perhaps he will start eating jam again in the diner. hahaha, how amusing.

oh shit, im gonna be late for school! i have school in 15 minutes! oh crap! hahaha. i better go bathe and get ready. 3 week course just ended, now its 6 weeks course. not really looking forward to it, i hope the teachers are as good as giuli. or else, life would be hell of a miserable shit, especially for this summer. think i'll blog tmr or something, thats provided if i have something to talk about. but yeah. ciaos.

Saturday, June 11, 2005

1 week since i blogged. haha. nothing much blog about, really. i don't even know what to say since my life is like a routine. wake up, eat and go to school. think i'll blog some other time, i don't even have the mood to write. i just hope that tyo and dwi faster come back, so i can have them as my accompany, haha the good companies. heh.

Thursday, June 02, 2005

i feel so sleepy these days. i just looked at my class schedule for fall 05, it looked kinda PACKED. in fact, worse than the one in spring. hahaha, at least i have a free day on friday during spring, now i have packed days. yikes, its so freaky. im like yawning and yawning and yawning and yawning now. so sleepy. went to the bank just now, the sun was sorching hot, im like the little bread getting toast under the oven. not burnt or anything, but yeah just dont like the sun. especially when the sun is out for 15 hours a day. darn crappy isnt it?

i just figured out that if i don't do well in my next semester, some classes i take will all go to waste. i can only afford around 1 B. or else thats it already, screw everything up. because doing badly in these non-transferable courses, will also pull my overall grades too. so its like, i don't really have much of a choice. was eating just now at chefburger with raymond. raymond was telling me how rich the guys were in LA, haha. its like an impossible dream to be rich? haha not really. i will try, my dream, marry duff and be rich. haha and live happily ever after. if i cant meet someone like duff, perhaps someone close or at least someone who i like. drive around in my benz. benz are really nothing to the indonesians. haha i bet singapore don't even have a mercedez amg. all those losers driving impreza and evolution. just what the hell. haha its ok, look foward to the future for a better tomorrow. i just hope everday gets better, i get to know more people and i get richer day by day.

don't think that i became optismistic, its just that i want to have a better day. thats all. even i myself also know that duff isnt practical, but its always better than nothing. at least i have her poster to look at, her voice and songs to hear. yeah, thats about it. again, nothing to blog about, this summer is really boring wihtout tyo and dwi. those 2 arsehole really makes a big diff within our community. yeapps. shall go sleep a while.

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

mum just went back to singapore. not really a relieve but yeah, feel less one burden off my mind. i mean its good that she came here, good for me cause someone can take care of me. but yeahh, i feel bad not being able to bring her out cause of the busy schedules and on. glad shes back in singapore now, so she can do the thing she wants and on.

chatted with many people on the phone yesterday. had a day off as it was a public holiday. i moved the television into my room, vac the house. at night i went to safeway to buy some foood. guess who i saw! haha. i saw genesis, this american friend from my psychology class. we were like talking and she gave me a hi-5 for getting a B in my psycholgoy class. hahaha, quite funny i guess. she was like telling me that she is going for a marathon run in ireland! haha. americans sure do funny funny things, oh well. then she turned her back and show me her back, ( i meant shirt with sweat ). hahaha. and she gave me a hug before she left! hahaha. what a nice person.

went to school today, im tryin to stay away from certain type of people. those who play too much. i have lots to grumble. now, the results that i should feel satisfied and proud with, became the results that i ought to be ashamed with. thanks to some idiot that spoil my day. i must really like STAY at home. and start studyin harder, today didn't really study because idont even have the damn book. jeff and rico came over to my house to chill. haha they claim that my room is cosy! haha. thats great to hear, maybe its really cosy. hahaha. yeapps, and i already pinned up my hilary duff posters! hahaha. this is comforting for me, to see her smiling.

tomorrow is a long day, lotsa things to do. i just don't get it how come some people can don't study and get good grades ( i meant they copy ). and yeah, so unfair right? i mean i do copy, but it isn't that extreme compared to " him ". GRRRR. its ok, just like what rico said

" Some people are so goddarn lucky, they slack all day long and get a perfect GPA. Let's just hope God pass some poetic justice on those bastards by making their Fall and Summer semesters as hard as possible. "

hahahaha sure is funny, somehow i feel this way. feeling jealous and envious. lets not talk about cars, studies come first. i feel like as if my rights to love or like someone has been taken away too. just because im not rich , handsome nor smart enough for the girls. just what the hell. i know that sounds kinda stupid, but yeah. recently i cant really think properly, everthing is like so messed up. all my past princples, beliefs have suddenly merge with a new set of principles and beliefs, that confuses everything up for me. i cant even type properly now, with the TV and the MP3 music on. hahahaha! nevermind. i think i will blog when i have a clearer mind. this entry too like more than an hour to type. hahaha! crap.